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I live in Oklahoma CIty I need help soon. [Jan. 20th, 2010|05:31 pm]
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Fur name: KaiKitWolf(fox) Folf. x.X donno until I'm told what really fursona fits me. I like both.

Age: 4(luckily didn't get out of pampers until I was 6, or if it was late 5yo) to 11 years old (IRL 24).

Species: Arctic/or Blue/White Wolf

Are you potty trained, in training, or diapered?: Diapered.

What are you looking for?: Mommy or daddy.

Would you accept punishment from a parent?: definately pq

Are you looking for a online parent, real life parent, or both?: Both, soon i hope

What timezone do you live in?: Central

Any other comments?: I've been a babyfur since I was 16, but loved and tried all the time since I was 7 to get diapers on me. My real mom has multiple sclerosis she's dieing, my dad is a abusing alcoholic he used his mom to get this house i always have to clean up her mess bodily messes and everything the past 5 years now I'm 24 and gonna be 25 and I really need help i need baby time sorry to sound desperate but i eed it bad my dad is threatening me because Im trying to self medicate myself and I don't want to but thats the only way now i can keep.. from trying to hurt myself and I already OD'ed on Dec 19th for the first time in my life, sorta on accident I don' thave nything against weed or drinking but i wish i could just be myself. I had no childhood my dad was a preacher he didn't care at all. all he cared about was money. Like the other poster said I have ADHD, my anxiety is through the roof that I have panic attacks actually have had them since I was 16, I don't want to be depressed anymore. I don' want to be here, I need to at least get away for a little while. I went to babyfur community, I spilt my life out to them and got called a liar and flamed. it feels like no one out there really cares. am I doing something wrong. I'm tired of crying. I've made my mistakes but I just want to be shown how being a cub is like. I get diapers when I can, last time so far it was bianco bambinos a friend sent me, and a puppy collar. I'm out now, more tan anything I wish I had some again, money, there is none. we're gonna lose the net. just want a mommy really. Wanna be tucked in bed, hugged asleep, or put on a bed with a plush in a diaper until I can't hold it that's how much anxiety I have. I wanted to change my alias and run from my mistakes, but I really need everyone to know I am screaming in pain.

my email is taikufox@gmail.com and my aim is taikufox yahoo I have .. it's kaiwolfpup

I wish there was someone out there, and even nott o sound like it's about me but I wish I could hug a big bro too with a mommy or daddy. I don't mind being in a chain and collar not allowed to go a certain distance. I will do anything. Just to know love and to ge t away. I live in Oklahoma City. I was told I talk.. in pieces. I need relaxed.


[User Picture]From: goosestep_lion
2010-01-20 11:41 pm (UTC)
I know we exchanged words on your babyfur post, I think.. And I'm sorry if you thought I was flaming you or anything, I wasn't.. I can't be a mommy or daddy to you, but if you need a brother to talk to.. please get in touch.. I Don't want to see anyone do anything to hurt themselves, or to end their life. I might not be a lot of help, and I might not have all the answers.. but I do have a listening ear and a strong shoulder for anyfur who needs it.

I will not call you names or bash you.. What I offer is honest advice from someone who is willing to listen. I offer you an outlet for your troubles. I will say though, that it doesn't come without a little cost. I Do not advise and advise just to have my advice ignored. I am willing to help you change your life, and comfort you, but you have to be willing to make the changes too. =)

If you wish it, e-mail me : Decapitated_Morality@Hotmail.com

I will be the best brother to you I can, but you must try also.
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[User Picture]From: blissful_queen
2010-01-21 03:11 am (UTC)
I would be happy to talk to you online, although I can only be an online mom. However, I think you also need to seek professional help. As caring as the community is, we can't fix everything, and I want all our members to be safe and happy.
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[User Picture]From: fangwolf57
2010-01-21 05:20 am (UTC)
Are you a chick or a dude? While I could understand some of this about your parents I don't think just having a "babyfur" friend will solve all these problems. Have you talked with a profesional counsler about these issues with parents?
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