|I live in Oklahoma CIty I need help soon.
||[Jan. 20th, 2010|05:31 pm]
The Furry Adoption Agency
Fur name: KaiKitWolf(fox) Folf. x.X donno until I'm told what really fursona fits me. I like both.|
Age: 4(luckily didn't get out of pampers until I was 6, or if it was late 5yo) to 11 years old (IRL 24).
Species: Arctic/or Blue/White Wolf
Are you potty trained, in training, or diapered?: Diapered.
What are you looking for?: Mommy or daddy.
Would you accept punishment from a parent?: definately pq
Are you looking for a online parent, real life parent, or both?: Both, soon i hope
What timezone do you live in?: Central
Any other comments?: I've been a babyfur since I was 16, but loved and tried all the time since I was 7 to get diapers on me. My real mom has multiple sclerosis she's dieing, my dad is a abusing alcoholic he used his mom to get this house i always have to clean up her mess bodily messes and everything the past 5 years now I'm 24 and gonna be 25 and I really need help i need baby time sorry to sound desperate but i eed it bad my dad is threatening me because Im trying to self medicate myself and I don't want to but thats the only way now i can keep.. from trying to hurt myself and I already OD'ed on Dec 19th for the first time in my life, sorta on accident I don' thave nything against weed or drinking but i wish i could just be myself. I had no childhood my dad was a preacher he didn't care at all. all he cared about was money. Like the other poster said I have ADHD, my anxiety is through the roof that I have panic attacks actually have had them since I was 16, I don't want to be depressed anymore. I don' want to be here, I need to at least get away for a little while. I went to babyfur community, I spilt my life out to them and got called a liar and flamed. it feels like no one out there really cares. am I doing something wrong. I'm tired of crying. I've made my mistakes but I just want to be shown how being a cub is like. I get diapers when I can, last time so far it was bianco bambinos a friend sent me, and a puppy collar. I'm out now, more tan anything I wish I had some again, money, there is none. we're gonna lose the net. just want a mommy really. Wanna be tucked in bed, hugged asleep, or put on a bed with a plush in a diaper until I can't hold it that's how much anxiety I have. I wanted to change my alias and run from my mistakes, but I really need everyone to know I am screaming in pain.
my email is email@example.com and my aim is taikufox yahoo I have .. it's kaiwolfpup
I wish there was someone out there, and even nott o sound like it's about me but I wish I could hug a big bro too with a mommy or daddy. I don't mind being in a chain and collar not allowed to go a certain distance. I will do anything. Just to know love and to ge t away. I live in Oklahoma City. I was told I talk.. in pieces. I need relaxed.